Yeah mate, sometimes life sucks!
So many times I've tried, to change the way I do things. Mistake over mistake, thinking again, what's happening to me?
I want to come here to write my note, to my inner self, to a future version of me, nothing works no more, not as the way they did before, but that's ok you know, 'cause you're probably overthinking, overreacting, overexpecting, overwhelmed, when everything around is about to blow.
"Fuck the System" you used to say, now being a crucial part of it, what are you gonna' tell your sons? The truth and no more, the have to keep their eyes open.
Not a pretender, not a superficial, not a liar; there are vices on me, I'm a sinner, bad decisions, continous nightmares, human feelings, fastidious thoughts, mental despair.
Aquí guardo fragmentos de mis días: anécdotas que me han formado, pensamientos que se resisten al silencio, destellos de oraciones que encuentro en los bordes de la rutina.
Escribir, para mí, no es un oficio sino una forma de respirar. Cada texto nace del impulso de entenderme y, tal vez, de reconciliarme con el mundo.
No busco atención o aplausos; solo dejar constancia de lo que alguna vez fui, mientras sigo aprendiendo a mirar con calma.
~./rokck